Friday, 17 January 2025

Well now

 Today I played the piano a bit. It was nice. I've really got worse at it though, can barely play my own tunes these days - and they aren't hard. 

Tim found this cool old pic he took. 

Tuesday was a cool aimless sort of day, felt like lots of time to relax as I didn't have Broc to walk this morning. Noodled on the Opsix and made this very cool ocean sound by sampling it on the S-4 then playing it back with tons of modulators and randomly missed notes, turning the reverb mix to full so it was just a swooshing now and again. Recorded a loop that sounds grand to me. Tried to make a mediational repeating pulse but couldn't get it quite right. I think it might be something I have to sit and play for an hour rather than have a machine set the timing. 
Yesterday's painting is looking more and more interesting - the quick dry via the dehumidifier worked even better than I hoped it would, gave me some lovely patterns. Some of the dried-out watery dots have lost some of their distinction though but I can paint those back in - the parts that were supposed to be ephemeral look great. Will let it stew a while now before I tackle the next layer. Mixing oils and acrylics a good idea, who knew?

Don't think that does it justice as you need to zoom in to the good bits. 

Wednesday night after a chilled day. Walking with Tony tomorrow and then it's Friday again. Time is zipping by and I have this urge to do some nice relaxing, meditational drones. 

Thought for the day. You don't need complicated phrases if you have someone who can break your heart with a single note. Friday did some things that I hope to give to Rick and John 

This basically

https://wilyepeyote.bandcamp.com/album/quonlage


Monday, 6 January 2025

Happy New Year!

 Will it be? We shall see. Wandered down to the river, like many others, to gawp at the water filling the fields.





Yesterday's release of Through Morphic Fields may contain the single best hour of spontaneous noodles I've made to date. I initially rejected it and deleted the video from Youtube because the crackles and loss of signal in the middle made me angry - but I've done whatever restoration I could and I'm actually really chuffed with the results. I added the latest livestream too because it sorta fit and was in the same Sheldrake-themed space. Made available free as my winding up of 2024 before embarking on something musically different, but similar (inevitably).

Ordered Vodaphone broadband - cheeky Virgin charging me a disconnection fee despite the contract ending at month end. Not sure if I should have ordered the wifi booster - Tim reckoned it was way better than Virgin already but never mentioned if he had the booster to make it so. Should've asked I guess. Will need to sort out email for myseld and Pat and maybe I can add booster later if necessary. Sent in my S-4 review, hope I'm not too rusty.

Friday now, new SQ1 knobs arrived from Thonk - very thin and the black dot is small but visible.We'll see how they handle. Indeed, going to get started very soon. 

This basically

Monday and I spent another day just playing after a disappointingly rusty session yesterday in which my fingers just weren't into it at all. Today was better and the Osmose seemed to tolerate my fumblings and open up for me. Started to think that the Wave might fit into setup 1 somehow, since setup 3 is hanging together nicely, well apart from the irregular velocity output of the Super 6. I was getting a bit better with the ribbon the other day too (Saturday), still a way to go but at least some intervals seem easier to find than they did. Drama next door though and I fear we may have new neighbours in 2025. Pat stepped in, as usual, to help but it cost her the morning and then the afternoon was spent trying to sort out Margaret's move with the council and housing association. And there was me doing my usual shit. Must ring mum tomorrow and see how she's getting on. 






Tuesday, 31 December 2024

Ho ho fecking ho

 Yeah, christmas day, Pat hasn't got up yet but it looks like a nice morning. Slept well so hopefully moving into a cycle of untroubled nights as the year ends. Ordered some transparent knobs for the SQ-1 and shouldn't be too long before my Wave arrives. New Year resolution is to sell or swap a lot of the gear that's taking up lots of room but could be replaced by small things or just not needed. I know it's a faff but needs must. Also have to get the Synthi fixed and take Tim's droning Jupiter and CR8000, maybe my 101 too to get those knobs sorted. If only the Behringer sequencer was better I could think of replacing it with one of their new things as the MIDI would be handy, especially as Cirklon CVIO an ongoing pain. I wonder if a B-Jupiter and B-CS80 will arrive next year and if they'll be more tempting than the rather dull UB-XA? 

Anyway, seems I'm not getting my free days so no long musical seshes and epic music created this time around. Oh well. 

It's that time of year when I tend to feel morose. Sholdn't be surprised that this year is no exception.






Anyway, ended 2024 with a freebie unreleased thing and the MR performancebundled together. 
Here's hoping 2025 will, somehow, not be shit.




Saturday, 21 December 2024

Doc and dog duties. Oh and MR 57 happened ;)

 Into the second week of Pat's chest infection, and this morning I waited at doctor's to get her an appointment. She's now got some strong antibiotics and hopefully we'll see an improvement soon. Meanwhile I'm still dog walking and other stuff like a goddamn hero. I hope to find time to do something for this livestream at the weekend as the material I had doesn't sound good to me now. The S-4 still behaving itself, phew, so will get the review completed, although possibly not this week. Actually it's all done bar a couple of hashes (my way of indicating something needs double-checking, testing, verifying whatever) but I'd like to polish it a bit since I haven't done owt for a while. 

I suspect I won't be walking again this week but actually fine with that. Time is just leaking away, like blood down an abbatoir grating. I'm tired from not sleeping, so if the coughing subsides that'll be nice. 

Trying to get nice, clean audio through my camera and OBS. Trying different bitrates and now the highest seems to work ... so hopefully will be OK for Saturday as I'd rather do it live than record in advance. 




The last one is the highest bitrate but can I really hear a difference? And is that the answer? I dunno.
These are unlisted at the moment, may keep it that way as I haven't listened to whether there's anything musically interesting, probably not too coherent. 

Anyway, the Morphic Resonance gig went OK - Synthi was misbehaving though and I should have dropped it really. Otherwise some bum notes and think the monitoring was less good/familiar than normal due to faffing with camera levels. Audio sounded much better from those who didn't do it live, at least those whose DRM1 may have been boosted too much. Listening to my recording, sounds nice enough though so all good. 

The Udo ribbon arrived Saturday morning so I used it - but it's actually quite hard to control. It will do one octave of pitch shift provided you get your finger at the very far extreme to the other -seems that's how it's calibrated. It will also continue pitch raising if you do lots of short movements - so basically I'm gonna have to practise with it. I did manage a kind of vibrato that sounded like a dying bee, so that's something...














Thursday, 12 December 2024

Friday then more

Yeah man, know what I'm sayin?? I ordered an Udo ribbon while moderately stoned but only moderately because I think it will be a good thing, better than shelling out more for the PAT keyboard and it still guessing velocities. Anyway. I should be able to totally ignore that bloody awful bender.  

Uploaded several albums. Probably too many. Today, being Saturday, Tim and I made noises - Synthi and Opsix primarily, sounded good to me at the time. Definitely reckon the Jupiter has a fault and I'll need to butter up Tony to take a look. I also think there could be a dicky knob on the Synthi. Might be nice to have the remainder of the originals replaced. What else? Yesterday it was windy, everyone panicking, well everyone prone to that kind of thing. Meant to ring Harvey but forgot, will do on Monday though as it has definitely been too long. This week's been sorta busy (doing very little) but pleasant. We didn't walk cos it was raining and I'm perfectly happy with that. Went to the pub with Tim instead, all good.






Setup 3 is my current favourite. I could easily see myself putting the piano into it if it could squeeze in somewhere. I guess there are clever stands for cramming stuff these days. The Opsix still delighting me - Tim got some great sounds from it on Saturday, almost like oscillator sync at times. I still think FM has lots more to give. 
Sunday now, mum had been a bit ill and thankfully Lisa took her to the doc's and insisted she did something, now on antibiotics and rallying. No sure what next week has in store, other than the visit of Benji. Looking forward to December being over, as I often am. Apparently there's another PRS soon but this one is rarely a good one for me so I don't expect much. Maybe the Behringer Wave will appear in time for some ho ho ho. Edit: no it won't, according to Andertons. January 15th apparently - may cancel before then, we'll see.

Another Thursday came and went, Pat still struggling with her cold and I took Broc a decent walk, tired myself out a bit but earned a few hours in the studio. Good sesh to hopefully prepare for tomorrow. Found best way to make loops of any length on the S4 - using specific (named in Ck) notes on ch16, working a treat at last. Don't think there's anything left to work out, plus I got a much better explanation of how Density works so I can sit and get the review polished off now. Actually it pretty much is already but I wanted to really nail that looping part, as much for myself as anyone else. 

Will try and do make something cool out of it to play on the livestream thing a week on Saturday.


Tuesday, 26 November 2024

November gets cold, the world goes insane. Also: The Process (just because)

Time to stock up on iodine pills? 
Once again I buggered up recordings cos I forgot to switch the Zoom from Mic to Line on returning home. Started a promising recording too. Oddly, the ambient test one I made the other day with the S-4 does seem to have benefitted from the background noises. It was interesting anyway so we'll see if it still sounds good tomorrow.

Sent some projects to Torso today so hopefully a fix to the crashing isn't far off. I also documented my process, initially to try and explain something to Cara but in the end it probably failed to do that but did something else instead. I'll copy/paste it here for no very good reason beyond sheer indulgence. 

I sometimes get asked things like "what do you do?" then "why do you do it?", "how do you do it?" and, most interestingly, "yeah but, after all these decades, haven't you exhausted the possibilities, doesn’t it get boring?"
As an exercise, I thought I might try and explain myself, partly to discover if I know the answers. So here goes...
Primarily, I make music and I record it. That’s what it’s all about and always has been. Learning to play an instrument, compose, arrange, mix and understand complex technical matters are all secondary – in the same way that learning to quickly mix the colours or choose brushes are secondary to the art of making a painting. All are, however, vital parts of the process. Should I say The Process? Nah, too pompous, right? Incidentally, to quickly deal with the ‘why?’, I make music because it offers a pleasure refuge and a meditational state I treasure and find to be unique.
I've been doing this for almost fifty years now and it's very probable my best work was made years, perhaps decades, ago. Statistically, that has to be true – but does it render the work pointless? Certainly in terms of keeping the old grey matter working, the creative juices flowing and adding extra meaning to life, I'd argue that when you’re older is when art has the greatest importance. But let's not get all philosophical.
AFAIK this topic rarely comes up in interviews, so I thought I'd sit and write up my process to see if it sheds any light on the whole business. I don’t know quite how to pitch it but would welcome similar efforts from others, in as much or as little detail as makes sense. I'm known to be a bit of a windbag so this could be longish...
The Process
Given my aim is to record something that's either finished or suitable as input for future iterations of the process, there are certain conditions necessary before anything meaningful can happen. First and foremost is time – contiguous chunks of sweet, sweet time. The process is like a forest – it works beautifully until you start dividing it up, putting roads through and generally fucking with it. In practical terms, four uninterrupted hours is a good minimum – and I mean this. It’s best if I don’t interact with anyone at all so I can stay completely in the zone. Pray nobody rings or knocks on the door. If I have the house to myself, 6-7 hours would be typical (and joyous).
Having cleared the schedule, the next important step is to know which part of the studio I'll be working in and therefore which selection of instruments I’ll be playing with, thus setting the 'flavour' the day will have. Long ago I realised that I only work effectively if I reduce my options drastically to prevent being overwhelmed by choice. I therefore divided up my space into four areas – five if you include the Mac and Logic, which I rarely use these days.
Typically, if I have some new gear I'm learning or an exciting update has happened to something, I might concentrate on that but if I have no preference, I roll a 4-sided dice and allow it to dictate where I begin. Lately I've been using Setup 3 quite a lot because I recently moved it around a bit, added a Korg Opsix and a Torso S-4 (which I'm reviewing, or will once it is stable enough). This was the setup used for the recent Cyclical Festival.
For a long time I avoided Setup 3, because it was a bit unwieldy and because I was a bit frustrated by a few parts of it. OK, I still am but until someone makes a sequencer with true linear focus that’s going to continue.
Actually, it may be worth looking at what is in each 'setup' so it's a bit clearer what I'm on about as the details matter here. Each has been shaped over many years and contains elements that can be easily swapped in and out without changing the way the whole organism functions. I don’t like gear that obstructs me and gets between the idea and the output, so I choose things that suit this approach. And by moving things around, I keep it fresh and avoid constantly starting over with something new that slows down the whole process.
Typically, a setup will have a main sequencer, some synths, at least one mixer, some effects and a means of recording. Setups 1-3 are in the same room and share the recorder (a Zoom) while setup 4 is in a different space (with a different Zoom) and is typically my live jam room for Headshock sessions. It has better light, a place for Tim's instruments and so on.
Setup 1
The Elektron Digitone is the master clock with a Sequentix P3 in support, mostly driving a Roland JD-XA. There are three loopers – a Roland RC-505 & Soma Cosmos (more of a soup-maker than a looper really) and a Boss DD-20, plus a lush OTO Bam reverb and an analogue delay. This setup has grown somewhat and now has two submixers and my Casio piano is drafted in when needed. The main synths I play are the JD-XA, Memotron and Osmose and I capture chunks into a 1010music BlackBox or record live into the Zoom. A lot of my more ambient or ‘classical’ material comes from here as well as the more ambient-focused sequencing.
Setup 2
The modular corner. Its main sequencer is the Arturia Keystep Pro Chroma (synced to the Digitone). It shares a mixer and clock source with setup 1 but powers up only those parts needed for the modulars and synth modules involved. The main instruments here are the Korg MS20, Waldorf Blofeld, Behringer Model D and Cat and the various parts of the Eurorack that I still use. Oh, and the Synthi is here too, although it can be used anywhere quite easily. This is the simplest setup of all and it's not uncommon to spend the entire afternoon lost in the special world of the Synthi with supporting noises from the modular. It also has access to the OTO Bam, DD-20 and ADR30 delay and I tend to kneel on the floor on a cushion due to space considerations, like some spaced-out Buddha. When feeling very indulgent it can be fired up with setup 1 and this is how the last two Morphic Resonance livestreaming sets were done.
Setup 3
The Cirklon setup, which has most of my drums in and tends to lead to more conventional output with percussion, sequences, melodies and some kind of structure. Gear swaps in and out of here the most too, alternating things like the Odyssey, Minimoog, SH-101 and V-Synth as well as the Super 6, JV-2080, System 8 and Memotron. Many drum machines come and go but the mainstay is the Vermona DRM-1, programmed from Cirklon. This section has two mixers (the Spirit with its nice EQ handles indivdual drum processing) and a lot of effects, some of which swap in and out while others are used as inserts with the DRM. My GR-1 is here at the moment doing its granular wonders and the S-4 I'll tell you about once the review is finished. There's another DD-20 here too as well as a Line 6 HX One acting as a looper and general effects for the Super 6. It's still the most complex setup, with a Blackbox capturing loops and putting together arrangements that I'd love to see possible in Cirklon one day (I may not live to see this, however). I'm currently still exploring the Opsix so I'm using this setup quite a lot lately, often finding out ways to crash the fecker. But I digress.
Setup 4
The Octatrack setup, also featuring an Akai MPC, Analog Four, MIDICake Arp and RC-505 mk2 - for capturing performances I need to line up reliably. Main synths are the Roland System 8, Korg Minilogue XD, Proteus 2000 and Akai Minifreak. It has a single mixer but as Tim's stuff is here too, he has a submixer for his gear, which varies according to what he brings along for our weekly sessions. A Jupiter 6 is the main beastie. Another Blackbox (yes there are three!) captures loops, jams and anything we fancy and a Zoom R24 is the main recorder. If I’m working here alone I leave Tim’s stuff powered off, unless I need the Jupiter.
OK, that was probably longer than it needed to be but hopefully worth it in terms of illustrating the different workspaces and therefore the different approaches needed for each. All have a central clock that sets the tempo for the session. I do play freely without any tempo but for any groove-type material, the common clock is essential to keep the Blackbox recordings and RC-505 loopers working nicely. When I am working without grooves/sequences, my default tempo is 120BPM.
Having picked a place to work, swapped in any gear I want to add for that session and powered everything up, I'll usually think of a name to use. Cirklon helps here as it has an auto name generator and if working on a Headshock session we'll find a random name from somewhere online. When alone I'll think of a word or words – anything to avoid using dates or other characterless naming standards. A proper name adds its own flavour and the sooner you have one of those, the sooner ideas can start forming around it. It doesn’t matter if the name isn’t the eventual title either, but it’s the proverbial grit around which a pearl can start to form.
Sometimes I indulge in my Musical Dice Game if I want to use randomness to decide things like scale, tempo and so on but ordinarily I don't decide these immediately, they become apparent as the session develops.
Yay, we’re ready to go!
OK, it’s time to open a beer, fire up the Volcano, eat a magic sweetie, whatever. As I get into my correct mental state, I might chuck a few random noises into one of the loopers, set a weird patch going on the Synthi, kick off a sequence in the P3 or find any of a dozen fast ways of breaking the silence. This initial soup is useful and can set the course for the entire afternoon – even if it eventually isn’t captured or used. At this stage, I might wander around the house for a while with my new brew going in the background, hinting and suggesting things to my subconscious. I might sit at the piano and play a few things that could fit in, or twiddle some of the controls of the Super 6 or Odyssey, all of which will stay in my mind according to their value. However it happens, something will start to emerge out of the murk. All I need to do then is nudge it gently and see where it wants to go.
Naturally, there can be false starts, all of which are fine because you can build on them just as easily. I might begin a P3 sequence that just doesn't go anywhere or sounds like a million other things – which is also fine, I'll just start a new P3 track with new sounds and move on, or move to a different instrument in the setup. Assuming the luxury of no interruptions, something good always happens. I might wander to find some chocolate and, as I move around the house, hear the note that, if changed, would make a bland pattern interesting. Or I might get a hint of a musical phrase that would fit, or a chord progression that would take it somewhere. A groove might be needed, which can be a whole other diversion. I might realise the whole thing is just too slow or too fast or too dense or whatever.
Sometimes you play something and it's just perfect, then and there. At such a point I'll capture it into the Blackbox and make sure I have it in its raw, unbuggered-up form. Endless fiddling can turn an original idea into the same old thing that you’ve heard a million times before. I tend to carry on with something a bit ‘wrong’ for as long as I can bear it rather than immediately tame it. Anyway, the combination of elements, the name, the atmosphere should all, by this time, be starting to become something. I now have the choice of whether to try and capture all the individual parts into the Blackbox or fire up the Zoom and go for a complete take.
This decision-making part is important. Do I want to go for a complete live jam of the ideas so far or make smaller, more concise sections I might glue together later? Do I need to work on something that could be better/different? Almost always I choose the live jam, thus avoiding the need to fire up the Mac later. Before going for a take, I usually whiz around the setup performing last minute level checks, noise checks and so on but in general I try and treat it like a live performance. After all, I'm going direct to stereo here so it needs to be right first time. I think this approach adds a certain something but it is also fraught with dangers – e.g. I can't fix a bum note, I can't remove a too-persistent loop or extract that one sequence too many.
In accepting these limitations, I know that I will throw away material that could be saved if I worked differently, even good material. I don't have a means of easily doing linear arrangements, at least not with the granularity of a DAW where I could painstakingly fix every last detail, make last minute adjustments, refine endlessly. My way is all or nothing really - and the main aspects I can control require that I record lots of sections into the BlackBox and arrange them either live or using the BB's own sequencer (too small and fiddly so I rarely bother).
I produce so much music that if something isn't totally satisfactory, I tend to scrap it rather than try to rescue it. Good ideas will resurface later anyway because nothing is truly lost; whatever I do feeds the process. It's a constant cycle of learning the things I can do spontaneously and those I can't quite pull off yet. (Next time I might be better or I may try something different.) At any moment I might play it safe or go wild – and only sober listens afterwards tell me what has truly worked.
Having recorded my thing I might go on to record alternate versions of it, especially if I feel I didn't quite say everything I wanted, or if a new idea has just occurred. I try and make each piece complete in itself and include as much development as needed for it to stand alone. Sometimes I start with a theme in mind and each piece is seen as part of a larger whole (e.g. the AI album). In such cases I'm aware of what has gone before and what might be needed as part of the overall structure.
I keep lots of folders on my 'audition' memory stick and by playing them at different times, the good stuff tends to make itself known and those pieces that need to be retired are soon moved to the “lesser works” folder. You may have noticed I sometimes post things online (usually to my WilyEPeyote bandcamp rather than Soundcloud these days) so I can ask a few friends what they think. And sometimes pieces take just too many listens before they start to make sense even to me. Bandcamp makes it easy to put out loads of material but having a selection available on my stick unpublished is also good – often a piece I thought was a failure actually works when framed by something else much later, or if I trim out that long intro I thought was great initially but now realise is bloody annoying.
The process feeds itself in many ways, not least in the way it tunes my tolerance for my own output and prompts when new directions or methodologies are needed. On occasion I've produced pieces of music that are then used as fodder for further processing and which become minor elements in new works. For example, I've created many ambient bridge pieces and elaborate grooves that sit forever waiting in machines like the Octatrack, GR-1, 505, BB etc. ready to be called upon when the time is right. Some days all I make are a few loops or samples – typically if time is tight or I run into technical problems. But generally, give me a full Friday afternoon or a few days by myself and I can always make something I'm happy with, which makes it all worthwhile - even after so many years apparently repeating myself.
Oddly, I'm still shit at making videos. I think it's because my process has formed around the idea of being fully committed to music-making, which leaves absolutely no mental space left for setting up cameras, faffing with computers, drivers, flaky software, lighting and all that stuff. I'm trying to get better but as I'm already operating at capacity, I wouldn't be too hopeful of ever getting slick in this regard.
I should probably edit this. And I bet I've forgotten loads. Maybe it’s a good read for insomniacs? If necessary, my apologies.



November's almost over. Can't remember what comes next, is it Summer?









Monday, 18 November 2024

Ardnamurchan

 Yeah, a week up here with Tony taking pix and hanging out. Will need a week to recover methinks. Weather has been pretty good - some really nice days and some more foggy/misty. Full set of pix here but some included for convenience. It's the Cyclical Fest on Saturday - a 'live' performance as we drive back south. 






Yeah, been there and done that. Totally failed to go to the lovely oak forest as it was fecking miles away and also failed to get to the brewery that was quite close. Took some nice pix but I think it'll take a week to recover from the daily dose of being stoned, drinking whisky and sitting around listening to shit music on Radio 6. It used to be good but not any more. Feeling somewhat listless. The Cyclical Festival happened and my simple thing to one camera worked out alright, I think. 


This was my abandoned first go (you'll probably work out why - music was slightly better, maybe)



Right, it's Monday and I should transfer the sea and stream recordings I made (OK ocean and stream) into a few places that might want to use them. Time's passing though so I might end up doing nothing. The S-4 is still buggered and seems like they're all away somewhere so won't be issuing another hotfix anytime soon. Can't decide whether to trust it to save/load correctly but will likely just leave it alone.